It sounds like a simple question, but the answer is very important.
This post by Brad started a line of thought in my head about it. (If you're tempted to not read Brads post stop right here. Don't go on until you've read it!) Where is the space in my life? How is that affecting everything I do and everyone I interact with?
It's that space that says, "I need drums and guitars to worship."
It's that space that says, "I can only worship in quiet and solitude."
It's that space that says, "I don't like it when you challenge me."
It's that space that says, "If it doesn't look/sound/feel like I think it should it's not really worship."
It's that space that says, "I can read a few blog posts and watch a few videos and know another persons heart."
It's that space that keeps us from being honest with other people.
And most importantly, it's that space that keeps us from being honest with God. Even though he knows exactly how we feel and what we're thinking the space makes us think we can get away with it. The Bible (Jeremiah 17:9-10) is clear that it's difficult for us to have a clue about or own motives and desires.
I know I have that space. I know that I am disobedient. I know that my life doesn't look like it would if God REALLY owned all of it.
I want that to change. Do You?
Change isn't going comfortable or easy though. As I get closer to who God wants me to be the things that are in that space are going to get squished out. Disobedience and God cannot occupy the same space, and I want God to win that one!
So you pray for me as I squish the space and let God really own me and I want to pray for you.
Post in the comments the thing I can pray for you and everyday this week I will pray for that.
God wants all of us and I want to help you...
2 comments:
My gap with God is trust - I'm having a hard time giving everything over to God because I don't trust Him. There have been many events in my life that I don't understand and were intensely painful. Why would a loving God allow these? How can I trust someone who allows or perhaps brings, such intense pain and loneliness to my life? I know I need to trust and I know it doesn't make sense not to trust my creator, but I can't let go...
I'll be praying for ya Mark.
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